I REMEMBERED SAYING I'LL MOVE ON,
BUT AFTER ONE BIG ROUND I WENT BACK TH SAME SPOT.
HOW IRONIC.
probably thats life, REALITY?

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this will be a long long post as i've not posted for DAYS! so, forgive me & let me continue:) 4days of post in a row! hahas! love you guys!

warehouse sales started from today onwards till sunday - 5th july. early morning went to work le, super shag! today was th day i sold th most number of bags i swear! until certain items last piece taken but still got ppl keep asking if we've replenished th stocks or not hor, mai siao siao :D i was th in-charge for th whole puma bag area, initially was for adidas but as i have too much bad memories with that brand, especially th F50 kind, shant elaborate le ba.. but still, those god-damn shoebags were RIGHT INFRONT OF ME! th last sales i keep recommended ppl to buy th shoebags as we want to clear stocks, this time also want to clear but i didnt even want to look at them, when ppl ask me about th shoebags i told them to look for kay instead & gave reason like: "im not in charge of that" , "im not very sure about this" or "whats there is all thats available"(when there's probably tons under th wagon) i simply dont give a shxt about it! & let me repeat this, I HATE PROMISE BREAKERS! even worse when they dont even remember what they've promised & still questioning you like you've made a BIG FAT LIE! thats so ridiculous =.- anyways, i've forgiven him, so which means no more nonsense from me to him about this ;D

went out early today for breakfast with my parents, help ahkay dabao breakfast & dad send me to warehouse le. busy-ed whole day till i felt super duper hungry uhs! :x lovelove texted me, but end up less than 10mins he need meet girlf so didnt text le :( after that, uncle gary came to find me to help him buy bag cause i've got staff discount, after i help him buy mom & bro came =.- 早不来，晚不来，偏偏这个时候。it so happen that when my bro "tour" around 4th floor, he saw edmund & he came running to me happily to say that. at first i thought he was just joking as he knows well how much edmund means to me so i decided to ask him if edmund said hi to him & my bro replied no, & so i told my bro that never say hi not counted as see him(at that point i thought my bro just lying). after like 5mins, my bro came running back, smiling proudly & telling me he greeted edmund & edmund told him hello. I WAS DAMN SHOCK & STUNNED! MY MIND WAS: WTF?! O.O i didnt expect to see him here, that explains why i just started to feel nervous & my hands turned cold like fxck. my bro ran off again leaving me there still in shock, sitting on th shelf of puma bags. when i FINALLY recovered from my tremendous shock-ness, he appeared RIGHT INFRONT OF ME! DAMN! jitao gg. he just walk past me, no talking between th both of us, only nodded our head out of politness. probably this is enough, everything said will only turn things awkward. he walk to th shoebag area, which is near mine & stayed there looking at shoebags.. i cant help but keep peeping over to see him, after that he went off le. after he left, i felt weak all over, i couldnt control my mind anymore it was in a drastic mess!! i just stoned there sitting like a statue.. all these only prove on thing, it seriously upsets me to see him once again, probably because im not mentally prepared. 原本打算如果有一天遇见你，我一定会在你面前潇洒地交谈，可今天的一切说明我彻底失败了。i missed him so much than i thought i did :( no words can describe my feelings towards it, devastated? NO, thats probably not strong enough, it deserved some word stronger than that. after all customers paid & left, we staff continued with clearing & replenish stocks. now my hands injured from doing all those chores, fxcking pain! :x i dont understand(& i doubt i can) why kor became more & more nonsensical day by day, firstly annoyed me ytd & yet today for some ridiculous reason said im selfish towards myself.. lol, anyone explain what he's getting at? all in all, everything that trigger-ed me off today practically ruined my day!

morning accompany mom go aunt shop, ate there for breakfast & dabao for ahkay again:) after that chiong down for work, lucky not late uhs! all staff were surprised by th fact that it was a sunday & yet very little ppl were there, VERY. but well, most ppl who came bought anyway so might as well. i was glad actually, so that i need not entertain any customer, wasnt in th mood to. kor came to find me but end up i chase him off, he tend to forget what i've told him & when im still in a joking mood saying he's forgotten thats when he needs to piss ppl off by keep claiming i didnt tell him ever before & thats exactly when i start to flare up, it isnt th first time. same thing just happened 2 days back & yet today this! th past 3 days i've been rather upset at this fact that we keep quarreling, i dont understand why. anyway, around 5plus rave called to ask what time our warehouse end so i said 7 & he decided not to come find me anymore =.- LOL! this is just me being random, but angelin look super hilarious in her "fireman suit" why i said that because she was wearing a super duper big size RED JACKET till it look as if she's not wearing her shorts. i dont know what size it was, probably XXL? but when i told her that, she still pull up her jacket show me her shorts, NICE MOVE UHS! O.o apparently, me & marcus was teasing her all th way :D thumbs up for you angelin:) you're my joke topic of th day! laughs* then stock take till 10 & i was freaking tired, but still im gonna work for th next warehouse & th next next, next next next.. so on.. im happily joking away doesnt mean im alright & our memories still hurts me like they happened only ytd.

today school reopened, went to school early morning like 8am? went school take timetable then had break & 1 hour POA & we finished school le =.- teacher let us off early. went amk find ahlian to take my jacket from her, ahlian & weiling told me they saw edmund & they regretted after that. cause.. i started to get emo. then acc them go back class for lesson, slack till 3 & they acc me go take bus opp. my very-good-beloved sister act cute go call edmund to find out what time he finishes school today & tml =.- she didnt know that by doing that she's putting my in a difficult situations, causing me to cry once i board th bus. i know she meant well anyway, appreciated* & then i think back, wanted to call kor but end up didnt, & so i found out that my life's miserably deserted w/o any other friends to have heart-to-heart-talks. 在回家的路上，想了一遍又一遍，发现身边的朋友一个个. . . 离我而去。now is already 8pm le but i am still feeling down. sighs. 4days of nonsense hit me like a hurricane, what can i say? thumbs up.