CONFESSIONS !

I'm Mentally, Physically, & Emotionally Worn Out! in my extreme state of fatigue, still here i am thinking of you. of how we used to be. of once upon a time ago, like a fairytale love story. of many lil trivial things that had happen like a dream come true. you were th best damn thing that ever came into my life. almost every single night, i cry myself to sleep, waking up in a pool of tears telling myself its another day without you again, how long am i able to endure days like this, i dont know. it cuts me like a knife when you choose to walk out of my life, & now im in this condition with all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart. how am i supposed to do? teach me.

wearing a mask everywhere i go, putting on a smile when i have to, talk politely as if nothing's bothering me at all. lying about stuffs that im not & telling people im fine when its pretty obvious im falling apart real soon. im sick of all this nonsense, give me a break guys. i need care & concern, i do. but not irritations please, i was never one who believed flaring helps so dont ever try to challenge my thinking:)

knowing much that you aint reading this, doubt you even know my blog, but still.

[:/EDITED] @ 950pm

TO THAT BITCH: (here's a piece of shit dedicated JUST FOR YOU!)
lol. i dont know why people always assumed im a god-damn fxcking player. im just here to clarify, I'M NOT okay!! all along th only person that i've been talking & crying about in my blog is Edmund, which is my ex boyf.. i fxcking got dumped by him, so what? how does it concern you anyway =.- c'mon bitch, if there's nothing better for you to do, go screw yourself in th toilet. i've got no time to entertain you, im busy reflecting on why Edmund left me. does this make you feel happy? well, gloat over it all you want man. take this chance else there wont be another, give me th last final blow bitch!