我真的并没有想的太多；

只是怀念曾经属于我的你。

ALL I WANTED WAS TO LEAD LIFE NORMALLY AGAIN, just like how it was before i met E. th first thing that came across my mind in th morning when i woke up was to let everything go back to normal, no more love stories with E nor will i carry on with th thought of us going back together. cause 不抱有任何的希望就不会失望。 since he left me for her, i've got to grow a guts & accept this fact. i know & i intended to move on! when i reached school all i wanted was to have th peace & acted as if nothing big deal happened but its killing me inside. all i wanted was to pin all my hopes on projects but none of my groupmates want to cooperate with me! imagine, under so much stress on my personal life, yet there i was FAILED as a group leader also. i dont wanna live in a world full of denial, so do i have a choice but to admit im a failure? i dont want to but facts seem to speak for themseves. im tired guys, give me a break.


You're the biggest conflict I have faced,
Your lies just kept getting laced.

I'll never forget the pain you've made me felt,
You were the greatest person I ever met.

I needed you more then ever before,
You left my heart cold and sore even tho you knew.

You said forever and I believed you,
I really thought we would till now.

Now that I know we're really through,
You left my heart permanently bruised.