越是得不到；越是想要。

人... 总是这样子。

overslept a lil today, took bus as usual to meet aveline & pk @ interchange, but as today i was a lil later so i ask them go school first. sian 1/2, while walking to school without me, they saw K sia! aveline called to tell me summore, make me freaking jealous uhs! & so i lanlan, bobian walk to school with benson lor, saw him on bus.. STUPID ME! there i was only ytd, PROUDLY ranting about going to school for my idol, jitao today already like this. *slap my own face with eyes rolled*

& then that aveline shiok lor today, can see J's full face hor! today is just not my day, instead it is aveline's uhs. firstly, i missed seeing him in th morning. secondly, i was like a fxcking retard infront of K! wtf! totally disgraced myself to pluto(other planet) uhs! :( ytd wrote in blog saying will disiao aveline till she bang wall today i kena myself. 算了算了，希望明天会是更好的一天就好。 :)

i once thought i moved on, yet to find myself in th same spot.
finally i start to learn how to let go & moved on from this,
but my past just wouldnt let me go, they keep haunting me down.
how am i suppose to do? teach me anyone. *totally exhausted*

Once upon a time,
A girl believed in you.
Fairytales and happy endings
Always coming true.

Once upon a time,
True love was more than true.
But everything changes
Just like me and you.

Once upon a time,
The sky was bright and blue.
But then the sky turned dark-
And, in time, you did, too.

Once upon a time,
I was happy with you.
But you changed more each day.
And I began to grow sick of them.

We were happy once,
Back when you were mine.
But that was way back then
when it was once upon a time...