E: there are no more space for more knives, i very much wanna hear the reasons behind many things. at least i wanna know why, so i can go without thinking that you toyed and cheated me. but since you dont get it so nvm. alrights. i dont wanna make it sound like im th only victim here, cause im rather pissed too. at ur humji-ness & selfish-ness as you dont even dare to tell me one of those fantastic reasons. sorry to say but im not prepared to give you both my blessings, i do admit im selfish but i guess im better cause i had th guts to admit. i need time to accept facts, till then maybe i'll smile & let you go. im waiting for that day :)
TO: AF always being good-tempered doesnt mean i dont flare, always letting you insult me doesnt mean i dont mind, always giving in doesnt mean you could climb over my head, always keeping quiet doesnt mean i've got no comment about you, always allowing you to do stupid stuff doesnt mean i'll tolerate, people do have their limits too. put yourself in their shoes & try. everytime i feel like shouting at you makes me think how a pathetic situation ahlian would be in, i love my sister so i would never ever get her into some shit like you did. i know if i flare & shout at you, ahlian would be th one suffering cause you'd go nag & grumble to her for dont know what fxcking reason. dont you think you have no right to want me to stay in a good temper even when you start insulting me? i've got a name that my parents gotten for me, not names that you give me, some irritating bitchy names. didnt you ever learnt manners in school after so many years? if so, wasted your time isnt it? c'mon, think with a brain. what would make anyone wanna tolerate with all your nonsensical actions? things like pulling a girl's hair so hard! commenting about a girl's body part, insulting ppl's height, giving names =.- i would tolerate all because of ahlian hor, you fxcktard! knn, i keep quiet you think i good to bully uhs! for nothing come kp, i see E in canteen cannot ah! your business meh? th way you look at me also makes me uncomfortable, means i can ask you go blind yourself la?! already say i like dreaming le what, still down there kp like some barbarian! in canteen still okay lor, can just forget it. after james go ask E things then you need to say so awful things meh? say what cannot find me next time know can disiao who liao, kns. already tell you in canteen dont make me sot if not i fxck care who you are just kan first uhs. still, you purposely come say this lj thing, you think i wont sot meh?! please la, go look yourself in th mirror la, where can compare to E. totally cmi for my boyf criteria lor =.- crazy one. knn, i tell you one last time la hor, next time i never do anything dont like dog come bark to me. dont think you know me very well & step one close la, im not th girl you think i am. dont try to mess around with me, i make sure i pay you back th price double even triple. nb, try me if you dare la. dont down there say say only, EMPTY VESSEL MAKES TH MOST NOISE. ccb, go home sleep la you. fxck!
