PROBABLY IT'S TIME TO WAKE UP

我在你眼里看见了你对我的绝望，同时牵扯着我们的那条线仿佛断了。我不甘心；很不甘心，但却觉悟到自己什么选择都没有。因为这并不是我的选择题，而是你正在告知我你的决定。 i've tried my very best to get you back but none works. im really really tired, physically. mentally. emotionally. i guess its time i should really give up & move on, im killing myself silently looking at how things go on now. thanks for today, what you've done really gave me th signal & courage to move on. maybe like you said, i'll find another guy better. maybe. but baby, you'll never know what im going through. NEVER. you hurt me deep enough, deep & throughout. tho you didnt voice it out but well, i got it, i'll leave you alone. sorry for th times i've been pestering you, i give you my word that it'll never happen ever again:) fxck! i totally wish i could drop dead right at this time! all thanks to you baby:) but im strong, i've always been invincible. & i always will, im never gonna cry over you again. let this be th last, be it over you or any others in future.

LOVE is giving someone th ability to destroy you, but trusting them NOT TO.
i trusted you by giving you that ability but ended up you hurt me, bad enough :)

was feeling damn freaking upset just now, scroll-ed through my contacts & sadly to say.. no one was found suitable for me to grumble about my problems. how pathetic.