Some people seem to try so hard to leave an impression.
Using money, property & even their profession.
They do it all so you'll believe they are special or cool.
They won't step out of character for fear they'd look the fool.

The clown, the jock, the debutant, they all wear this disguise.
They create their grand illusions, to blind the public's eyes.
For if the crowd believes the lie, it will become their shield.
The truth will slip behind the veil, forever more concealed.

And they will fan deception's flame, until their lives conclude.
Then all of them will face the truth, as each life is reviewed.
They'll look back on their legacy, facing sad conclusions...
Impressions that they left behind, were only illusions.

That's how the world remembers them, their well constructed lies.
While who they are just fades away, behind a shrewd disguise.
But who they are died long ago, lost to feigned expressions.
A fate that waits for any... who only leaves impressions.

today went school & had lessons till 1130. initially asked xavier out but well, shant elaborate. eventually, we didnt meet in the end la. i gave my chance already, since he took it like no big fxck business then of course th deal is O-F-F! he'll have to wait till im ready for th next meet-up, blame it on himself man! _|_ & so nvm, walk out of school with my 2 dearies to withdraw money, been so long since i had my retail theraphy :) laughs* after that, send them to mrt station to take train & i PLANNED to go library to update my knowledge. PLANNED, know why i caps it? cause 计划永远赶不上变化 .. on my way walking towards library i walked past mac & GUESS what? i saw.. Danny & co. so i took chance ask for "big brother" name on th behalf of my beloved lady - Aveline :) oh! & his name is ANDY , what a nice name. isnt it, avelineeeee? :) i was standing & talking to danny then suddenly he ask me sit down, he say no one is punishing me so no need stand there, can sit down talk de =.- then chit-chatted with them awhile & i caused danny to lose $2.50 cause he had to treat jonathan to western food on monday. th story started like this:

in th mist of us talking & crapping... SUDDENLY!
they were all whispering: you ask ley, dont want la, you ask..... bla bla bla...

FINALLY! BIG BROTHER - ANDY SPEAK UP

Me: (looking & staring at all 4 of them)
Big Brother: What is your name? (he smiled)
Me: huh? orh. Josephine (smiled awkwardly & still looking at all 4)
ALL 4 TOGETHER: (trying to phrase out what i've just said & try to say my name aloud)
Me: (repeated again) JO-SE-PHINE... (i hide my laughter cause they look hilarious)
Big Brother: orh.. Josephine. eh Josephine, ask you something can anot? (smile wierdly)
Me: Can... (looking back very closely at why they were all looking at me)
Big Brother: Do you think danny or jonathan is better looking? (smiled cunningly)

ALL 4 STARING AT ME FOR ANSWER...

Me: er. huh. orh. danny ba. (i feel th chill down my spine when they're all staring at me)
Danny: HUH! you know who is who anot?!!! dont mix up leh (SUPER EXAGGERATING!!)
Me: im not an idiot! i can differentiate people =.-''
Jonathan: YES! haha danny, monday ah! (then he laugh laugh laugh)
Big Brother: (shows those kind of victory face & laughed loudly)
Danny: Wha! why like this.
Me: (looking at all 4) did i answer wrongly? (looked super guilty)
Danny: since very long ago we wanted to ask you this question already, you chose who that person must treat another person.
Me: oops! sorry..

& then Danny suggested to make a competition between jonathan & big brother see who win. this is the conversation... super funny!

Danny: eh andy, you and jonathan compete la.
Jonathan & Big Brother: (at same timing) i then dont want.
Big Brother: compete for what, i so ugly wont choose me de.
Me: not necessary what. 情人眼里出西施 (smile very cunningly cause i thought of darling)
Big Brother: (stare at danny with eyes big big) what she talking?
Danny: she says no matter how you look, you look best in your admirer eyes.
Jonathan & Big Brother: (smile very ambiguously to danny)

SUDDENLY THAT STUPID DANNY TURNED TO FACE ME !!

Me: (looked very innocent cause i dont understands)
Danny: uhs, i got wife got children already leh! (big reaction)
Me: whats your main point? (looked irritated)
Danny: huh? got wife la, got children. dont understand? (stil agitated)
Me: so? what has it got to do with me? rolled eyes*
Big Brother: danny, married can divorce, girlf can breakup.
Me: (thinking* this joke carried abit far uhs..)

after that laughed & joke awhile more we jiu go individual ways already. today has been not too bad :D at least made more friends.

P/S: if we hadnt breakup, it's me & CQH's 1 year anniversary :) but well, may he last long with his current girlf. winks*