"eveniftheskyisfallingdownyoullbemyonlynoneedtoworry"
E wrote this on his msn pm.

met x.sheng today after POA paper, oh right! talk about th paper first, i jitao KO can?! i see th question till super shag! _l_ fxck whoever set this paper. but its over already. so forget it =.- back to topic, meet x.sheng. finished paper at 12 then head over to red line meet him, thought meeting him ONLY. but no! when we met, he say meeting his friend also, i was like sian.. what if his friend they all unfriendly or what. but lucky me, they're very nice person :) & funny too. & LOL, idk why they're not calling my name but gave me a nickname instead ;D cause one of th guy (tianhao) started calling me that & then end up they all called me th same, which is 小妹(small girl). lols. after sooo long, i realised people do change. tianhao&co. kept psycho-ing me about how much x.sheng have change & random stuffs. i seriously very much want to believe, but may i? few weeks back, x.sheng jio-ed me to go genting together with them, at that point of time i was thinking even if i dont go, other girls will go with him what. so i rejected his invitation, until just now when they mention then i stunned! cause... that time he only jio 2 person go, one is me & another one is his real-blood mother. i was really really shocked, too shock for any words to describe.. just now, for just a moment, i nearly got psycho-ed. i almost believed every sentence they said. just almost. something that happen 2 & 1/2 years ago drag me back to reality again, back then he dumped me for another girl. so, i really dont know if i should believe him again :\ sian..