I used to think I knew you.
I thought i would mean something to you.
But here i am staring, in shock and horror,
as you destroy everything we built together.

And what for?
Do you gain something by watching me fall apart?
You expect me to watch your destruction and tell you that you are right.
What if I refuse to pacify you?


Well, guess what?
You are wrong. And im definitely not sorry.
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many things are happening at the same time, well. flunk my BEO oral presentation, lindsey commented that it was a flop. what could i say? nothing in fact. anyways, gharfar returned us th BEG papers we did few days back :) I PASSED! could you imagine that? had you seen my smug face, bet you'll give me a smack :D but well, it must have been another tyco case. pure luck.. if teacher had given us time to study, bet many people would surpass me. anyways, im back to contacting with some long-never-contact friends :) im soooo glad! kenneth.papa havent been in a good mood recently, im worried for him mansxz!! i've never really seen him so down before despite knowing him quite long le. i hope tml will be a better day for him :) papa, im here for you no matter what! cheerup.

okay, im stuck thinking for 10mins & cant think of anything more. perhaps i should end here :) goodnights!