The one who never met your standards yet you fell in love with,
is like your greatest outlaw, yet became your government.

ytd night was on msn with eddy. lol. could you like imagine that? E-D-D-Y! roll eyes to th max* initially was through facebook then he ask me add him msn so we chatted alot nonsense, halfway he tell me dont act cute la, he say i same like last time 2A3 never change!! :( i showed him cry face & tadas! magic! he told me okay la, dont cry. for like 1ST TIME! :O i was so 受宠若惊 la please. okay, to you people like nothing what, but hey! you dont know how he always disturbed me in secondary school lor! but well :) things are fine now, probably we've all grown up & thinks like an adult! wonderful, isnt it? :D at around 10, he say he wanted to rest le, then drop his phone number & LEFT.. lols!


TODAY, BEG EXAM!!
went school & was late.. lol. revised till like 1030 & we had to prepare for BEG exam le, everyone was so nervous la! then when give out paper i stress until my stomach ache :( but i dont care & keep doing until like finish paper i jiu totally relax le. around 1130 return paper & can leave already.

wanted meet that xavier but he cannot make it, then sua. chatted on phone with papa until around nearly 2 then i call xavier again, he say he'll be able to come meet me at 2. but GUESS WHAT?! call him he said this: "but i'll only be able to reach there around 3 plus, is it okay?" i was like wtf! i just replied: "you might as well dont come! by th time i go home already!" & i just hang up, i mean like, c'mon! another 1 hour plus, what am i gonna do? wait for you just to let you send me home? need i do that? not as if i've no legs to go home myself right! roll eyes* after that called papa to chat again & xavier texted me: "sis then where you going now?" i replied:"stay and rot" & as it was raining super heavily, he ask me to take cab home, i told him i was hungry & this was what he send me back:"i wanted to tell you to go eat. but just remembered you hate eating alone. you go buy some snack?" i was staring at my phone screen msg & thinking if that was suppose to be a suggestion?! wha, 你要这样 meh?! PISSED!!* i mean, you know i hate eating alone. uh-huh, you're right! then do you mean if i buy snacks i wouldnt be alone? it doesnt makes sense, isnt it? if i eat alone or i buy snacks i woud still be alone, its a fact that wont change! why are you giving me suggestions like that? ridiculous to max =.- later on, he send another msg: "sis where are you?" i wanted to reply:"none of your business" but after that i think it was just a waste of my time so i did not reply. i know you'll be reading this, but so what? who even bothers :) at least i dont.

RANDOM
i miss hougang sec, i miss my ex-classmates, i miss NP-mates, i miss my piercings,
i miss everything that was a part of me in secondary life :)



TO EVERYONE & EVERYTHING IN HS, THANKS FOR BEING A PART OF MY LIFE :)