Someone asked me,
"Why do you keep loving someone who doesn't love you back? There are tons of fish in the water."

I simply replied,
"Just because it's also water, would you drink from the sea?"

meet ed today, suppose to lunch tgt but he told me he forget take money & we had to go up his house to take it :x so we went up, then he ask me go in & there he sat like a statue, glued to th comp manxzs!! rolled eyes ttm. then nvm, watch him use comp then suddenly he go sleep! ;X so my turn to use comp lor, then he let th dog come in. i shout like dont know what, then tio kan ;( after that awhile i need go home, so he send me to bus stop. but because of certain things, i guess he's angry with me now! pouts* anyways, IM SUCH A LOSER!! :(

i just realised i keep reminding ed he's attached, but probably what i actually wanted was to remind myself in th process of reminding him. its not like i totally cannot sense it but still afterall, he's attached. i dont want to have another "KL&A" fiasco. once bitten twice shy. till now, im still very guilty towards A, wonder what would happen if i did not somehow "snatched" KL away from her back then, but it was unintentionally. i seriously hope ed's case would not end up th same way like that. i'd rather be an ostrich & hide from problems then to create another pathetic A, feeling guilty towards her for god-knows-how-long period of time! one A is more than enough for me to to feel guilty already. i doubt im able to take 2. anyone teach me what to do?? :(