I didn't had a chance to celebrate your birthday with you last year, neither could I this year. Knowing that things changed much but still I couldn't help but reminisce about those happier times we used to have. Now, probably there's another "HER" there with you holding hands, and you whispering sweet nothings to her, altho you denied, but still.
Boy, just to let you know, you were th best damn thing that ever came in my life, should there be another person who has what it takes to replace you, you'd still have a place in my heart, no matter what. Memories of ours can never be replaced. Th only thing i regretted not doing with you is photography-ing, not being able to take down our happy times is something that i will regret, for life, because it will never ever happen twice. Given a choice, if 2009 could be repeated over again, i'd still choose to meet you, gotten to know you, and to be with you even if im aware of th heartbreaking moments after that, no matter how many times life has to repeat itself, this will be my choice, never will i change :) You aint me, therefore you'll never ever know how you ever look like in my eyes, so gentle, so sweet and caring.
But now, im letting go, because im hurting too much, 全身伤痕的我已经无法支持下去了。 Im tired already, just let this be a long sweet dream, and you being my best dream came true.