I AM HAPPY FOR THE FACT THAT YOU APPRECIATE ME, HOWEVER, NEVER ONCE DO I FEEL THE SAME WAY AS YOU DO. AND IT SEEMS I'M WASTING YOUR LIFE, YOUR YOUTH, YOUR WHATEVER PRECIOUS TIME. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. WE SHOULD LET TIME STOP AT THE TIME WHEN IT'S MOST BEAUTIFUL. THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME THROUGHOUT MY UPS AND DOWNS IN THESE FOUR YEARS, OUR FOUNDATION DIDN'T COME EASY, WE SHOULD LET THINGS STAY TH WAY IT IS AND I LOVE YOU, BUT PURELY AS A DEAR FRIEND :)
MISTER 2
YOU'VE TOLD ME THAT BEING WITH YOU IS LIKE ME KEEP HAVING DISAPPOINTMENTS AND STUFFS, BUT WHY DO I FEEL LIKE I AM ACTUALLY THE ONE MAKING YOUR LIFE MISERABLE? I SEEM TO HAVE CAUSED MANY MANY PROBLEMS AND UNNECESSARY WORRIES TO YOUR LIFE, MADE YOU TO DO LOTS OF THINGS THAT YOU MIGHT BE UNWILLING TO DO. I KEEP THINKING I DO THINGS FOR YOU AND THEN IT WILL BE GOOD, BUT I REALISED I SELDOM ASK YOUR OPINION ON CERTAIN THINGS. YOU SAID YOU WOULDN'T BE SICK OF ME BUT AT TIMES I HAVE FEELINGS THAT YOU'RE RATHER IRRITATED BY ME ALREADY(OR SOON). I KEEP THINKING THAT I ONLY WANTED MORE ASSURANCE BUT NOW THAT I SEE THINGS IN YOUR PERSPECTIVE, I AM SELFISH! YOU NEVER HAD RESTRICTIONS FOR ME, YET I KEEP GIVING YOU BOUNDARIES.. IT HAS BEEN 4 HOURS SINCE YOU REPLIED MY TEXT, I DONT KNOW WHAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED THAT STOPPED OUR CONVERSATION, BUT I........................WELL, NEVERMIND. IS IT TRUE LIKE WHAT PEOPLE SAYS THAT I SHOULD LEAVE YOUR LIFE AND MAYBE YOU WILL BE HAPPIER? SIGH.! WHEN WILL YOU REPLY?!?!?!?!?!
FUCK MY LIFE! MAYBE I SHOULD BANG THE WALL AND ASK MYSELF WHAT I SHOULD DO!