女人让男人觉得女人是祸水; 男人让女人觉得女人很可怕。

全听起来都是女人的错，难道男人就不必负责任吗？

Out of sudden, im like lost.. Lost in everything, in my world, my mind, my circles of friends, any single thing you can imagine. i do not know who i can trust and what i can believe in them anymore, everyone is telling their own stories. FANTASTIC, isnt it? Everyone can jollywell go be drama scriptwriter. Like this is not what i have known all along, im staring in amazement at how drastically fast people changes, environment changes, mindsets went other ways as well, none is walking th same path like what they've promised to go through hands-in-hands with one another. Where have those people who vowed to go through thick-and-thin? GONE.....

It hurts me so bad when i know things that i hope i didnt, sometimes i wished i am just like any other stupid teenage girls, make all th typical bad decisions, living in regrets for some time but however, no deep scars left inside. Im worned out already, how i hope now that i dont have to know anything and continue living with no worries or troubles. They say, Ignorance Is Bliss.... (How i wish i will be able to learn this one day)

I DON'T SEE A SINGLE REASON WHY I'M STAYING ALIVE!! im seriously sick and tired of all these mind games... I say things but people dont seem to trust me, sides with another and together dealing with me? I dont understand.. Am i so untrustable in your eyes OR other people are more worthy in your opinion? I AM SO DISAPPOINTED AND DISHEARTEND IN YOU !!!!!

Promises no longer stays, broken w/o considerations and each went different ways.
Trust no longer there, take over by betrayal as well as hypocritical actions.
Truthfulness no longer exist, replaced with fabrications & living in falsehood.

Im staring in shock and horror at how much destruction people are capable of doing to those happy past's bondings and sworn-promises.

I'M AS THOUGH IMMERSED IN SINS, DISGUISE, FALSEHOOD, BETRAYAL, HYPOCRITICAL, FABRICATION, & ILLUSIONS...... I FEEL SO DIGUSTED WITH MY LIFE LIKE NEVER BEFORE !